her in mother by Rut Novyanti

It was a mistaken seed Was planted in a wrong place People mocked it Walked on it Not realized that There was a plant there The owner was about To ignore it, But the other tried to Water it It grew faster Than it was predicted It became night plant That was unseen It did not die It has been growing Better than it was supposed to No one see it No one care No one appreciate it It survives And looks beautiful Everyone says it wonderful The flower replies It grows not to make The owner happy But to tell other that Something ignored Is growing stronger And tougher

When we are apart, I look at the sunshine and wish it is moving down faster wish the week walks as a day the months runs to be a week and year like a month When we are together I wishing the moon postpones the sun to arise in the morning and a day becomes a week, a week changed to be longer like a month, and a month gets longer like a month then the month stays longer to be FOREVER

Good night,  dearest Moon.. cannot I stop starring  at you 'till you  make me fall  asleep under  your light. Love you, Moon.

If you still stood and woke up from your sleeping perhaps we're not going to be like this If your hands were holding me tight and had a big spirit to fight the pain perhaps you were still here Smiling, talking, sharing, laughing, hugging, and hanging out But, He had different plan for me and you Look at me I am a tough young woman I am not sad I am fine here Like you like me you're the most beautiful woman in me the strongest one that makes me strong, Mama

setiap kata setiap langkah ku tak tahu harus apa dan kenapa kekasihnya meninggalkannya tak pedulikannya pedih hati teriris "lihat langit biru" itu bisikku tatkala ia bisa cerah dan kadang ia mendung panas maupun hujan ia tetap menjalani sang rentetan awan putih setiap hari sambil menyambut terik hidup tanpa patah hati dan pedih itu seperti hidup tanpa sensasi tanpa bergantung pada Pencipta

cry like a baby laugh like a happy kid walk step by step in a hell  look what unseen feel things hard  life is hard it is not mine she walks  they command to run she learns things  they said that's unnecessary  she breathes they ask her   not to breath she talk  they ask to shut her mouth she is adult they treat her like a little girl what is she? she is a doll stupid big doll Picture taken from google.com

Dalam ucapmu kau bilang cintai aku kau menggenggam tanganku saat terakhir kita berjalan bersama Kau bilang kau mempercayaiku Kau kecup leherku dengan bibirmu yang lembut Engkau bertanya tentang masa depan kita kau berikan ku tempat 'tuk hidup bersama Juga kau bilang kalau kau mau hidup bersamaku sampai ajalku menjemput Lalu mengapakah kakanda memelukku erat sesambi dirimu menggenggam sebilah pisau di belakangku?

from the beginning of breath i felt the love lived in my soul from the clay He made me from sensitivity He built me since the forbidden fruit was created so, i declared the war with love with the love that did not exist i said tried to deal with sins Adam came to my life he did tell me how big was his love then i trusted him, he set my soul free from the Satan's whispers he accompanied me to run from Eden and be my love he returned my belief about love

dengan kepercayaan setipis, sebersih kertas putih kubiarkan dirimu merangkaikan kasih dan setetes embun yang membuatku ingin terus menimbun cinta dan rindu berjalannya waktu kau bawaku semakin jauh ke air yang dalam dengan hati yang kelam kuturut katamu, kudengar maumu, tersadarlah aku bahwa aku ini hanyalah perahu kertas yang kau nodai, rangkai, melemah karena terbawa kerasnya air, ku menangis tak berdaya hancur, tak lagi utuh, mengalir hilang sampai ke hilir

tenang ku berdiri melihat yang bermahkota dan juga berduri kududuk tak berkata di mukaku tertuliskan namanya sampai ke akhir hayatnya berkutat dengan tanya mengapa ia  ada sampai di bawah sana tak ada kurasa takut kuberdiri di atasnya  dengan tanah dan rumput menutupi bangkai manusia

Di sini sejoli bertemu bertanya soal nama, kepercayaan, bertukar nomor, berpendapat, tertawa, usil dan membaca, termenung, terdiam, menikmati matahari terbit dan terbenam, berdiam diri, duduk sepi, pergi dan putus... picture taken from: google.com

my love for you is like blood flowing in vein the blood keep going to get the oxygen, to pump the heart but the vein is faithfully staying at its place when the vein is cut off, the blood'd cry out of the vein

You said you love me you held my hand when we walked last time You said you trust me you kissed my neck with your  tender lips You asked me about future life of us you bought me new house You said you would spend your life forever with me 'till I die Why do you grasp and embrace me and hold a sharp knife behind me?

the baby cried she looked has similar smile, mother-liked birth-giver left empty-hearted the baby had nobody loved other girls got their new dress, she just only looked her old dress grown like wild grass no mom, no rules it naturally grows with no compost, nor pots God is so good that what people said even in childhood she always felt sad it doesn't mean she grows to be mean God himself looks after He would always love her

lama ku menunggu gelisah sudah hatiku kutunggu termenung di bawah atap ku lesu ku jalani tanpa peluh beginilah rasaku ..-----.. menunggu disetiap hujan kuberjalan  sendirian  walau bentangnya sang payung terbuka kuharapkan adanya cinta di sampingku bersama menikmati murka sang hujan dan menapaki kubangan  air yang dingin dan  keruh tak keruan

presentation slights done in my bag pack tidy appearance black long pant stationary and love to study and teach ready to go but the sky and the clouds were  angry to us disappointing, sky you're not allowing me to go to do my lovely life a small whispers said inside my heart God, teach this child not to give it up but to dance in the rain the heavy rain and enjoy and feel grateful of it

hati rasakan hati mata melihat mata rasa selimuti rasa tangan menggenggam tangan jangan merubah rasa menjadi kasihan belaka jangan korbankan cinta karena iba tak tega jangan rusakkan cintamu sebelum merekah mahkotanya dan jangan buang cintamu itu sia-sia karena tjinta takkan pernah lupa

tak perlu rumah mewah baju layak pakai tatanan dan makanan berlimpah dengan satu tujuan bertahan mengisi perut bernyanyi sungau dengan gelak tawa bahagia panas terik debu polusi tersenyum menelan kejam dunia dengan tawa

ini bukan saling kebutuhan saling membutuhkan ini bukan keuntungan dan timbal balik kasih persahabatan layaknya hujan yang turun pohon tidak pernah meminta air, namun hujan tetap turun rumput tetap tumbuh subur, hijau, tanpa benih persahabatan tidak meminta, mengharap untung kumengasihi kawan-kawanku tanpa syarat kuberteman karena Ia mengirim mereka sebagai hadiah untukku

it isn't just symbiosis- mutualism it is not just a benefit with no pain it it love in friendship is like rain tree never asks for water but rain comes grass always grow without its seeds never expect and never hope something in return I love friends friends with no conditions I make friends because God send them as gifts for me

adakah kakanda ada bertanya, apakah rasa adinda yang ia tjinta dan kemanakah rasa, saat tjinta ada, rasa itu mati rasa susah payah, keluh kesah, dan peluh putus asa, termakan oleh tjinta lidah mati rasa mata kabur maka rasa tjinta tak karuan rasanya, mata tak lihat fisik belaka bukan tak lagi punya asa, bukan tak punya otak, bukan tak berlogika.. hanya sedang jatuh tjinta saja

My love, my heart to you  is like a tree's root.. It's done when a superior comes by to cut me off.. But, it won't die, it just waits for years to grow my new young buds to love you and love you again.. Rut 22nd January 2013 Novyanti

What is love  if you love someone who has many lovers.. What is happiness  if you have affair  and play around with many lovers.. What is life if you love someone  but that darling doesn't truly love you..

I am going in every steps outside with you I save you at the most safe place I am secure in this season if you are with me The one who protect me is you When it is raining outside You are the one who protects me In the sunny season the sun is mad You put me in a great season under you You save my face from the sun I will keep you well I will save you and not break you I will make you always perfect I will not let you be taken with other because I leave you somewhere That is how I love you and pay for your kindness

hatiku padanya takkan pernah mati maupun hilang mataku takkan berpaling darinya dari cintanya benih cintaku sudah di depan mata tatkala ini sirna dan siap di tuai namun kuharus tunda bukan aku tak cinta padamu bukan kumenyia-nyiakan kesempatan kita bercinta tunggulah aku, Zaitun, Theme, dan kayu manis, wajan, apron, dan bawang kumenunggu waktu yang teromantis dan terindah saat anggur manis sudah siap dipanen bukan kuabaikan hingga membusuk dan rusak melainkan ku simpan dan ku olah ia, sehingga pada saatnya yang tepat anggur yang tersimpan akan menjadi anggur yang ternikmat di dalam cawan yang cantik juga tentunya