her in mother by Rut Novyanti

No time, no clock No God, no creations How can we live without time We can, but we've no idea We only know morning, afternoon, evening and night, what time, what minute, what seconds, we are blind and we'll live in a confusion How can we live without God in us We can, but what kind of life we have? We only know work, write, cry and live happily without meaning, without meaning When we are depressed, only God who knows to give us eternal happiness and the one healer Why He creates time to us because He wants us to be with Him all the TIME even though we are busy, we say we do not have time to read and do His Scriptures, actually we lie, God has already created time for us twenty-four hours per-day, give your Time to your GOD Because He is in His Time, we are His Children, His Love Rut Novyanti loves God :)

Who said we are different?  We are fish, live in the water  We eat, we swim, we sleep in the water  Who dare to say that we are different  I try to swim into the plain water  I am attracted and challenged to be there  I wish I would be the same with the famous koi,  But I cannot, I really do apologize  I will die out there  I will not breath as free as I do now  I am a little crown fish  I am belong to the sea  Together with the starfish and corals  I am 'a' fish yes I am  So you are too,  I have white and orange on me too just the same with ya..  But we are different  Our life, our language, our place to live  Our food and also our friends  It is better if we have our own world  Rutwasthinkingaboutsomethingstupid.

Ability is not a proud Taste is not a luck Hand and tongue to work  and taste from God I get Every slice of onion, garlic Potatoes, carrots and parsley Are the process of life that is tiring and possibly getting cut and bloody Knifes, from Swiss sharply perfect Also the grinders Cutting board, sauce pans, Frying pans are papa and mama who raise and facilitate Salt, black and white peppers, sugar,my soy sauce,  chilies,my cinnamon, lemon juice, thyme  are the completeness of you,  you create taste and aroma in my life Cooking is a huge whole life With the ingredients of rules in Scriptures Singing to praise Dearest Creator Writing to tag stories of Him, love, and life Rut Novyanti ~~again

was born with talents soft heart emotional full of love in mind play barbie dolls set kitchen tools play with the other girls start to make-up study about nature, technology knows about laws, politics scare about society's judgement face with single life in college start to cook at home wash clothes and dishes look after brothers and sisters clean the housewares find a love like find a high wall with many different colors and heights family background, wealthy, careers Religion matters, ethnics get the one, get married separated from people that born her taken away from the first life stand together with soul-spouse new life begins, married life's started wife works at home, husband works outside practice all her mother's theories to be housewife about how to manage kitchen, love, and life  A new small cute live in this family mood of hormonal increases and became problems Be angry and be sensitive are favorite terms used wanna be kissed and loved also hugged by hu...

I like to quote this sentences below, what a scary life, what a real life is. Happen here, happen everywhere. I say I have no more love to give! I have only anger in my heart today, I want you to be angry with me! Now I am sick and I am tired, I want you to be sick and tired with me. I, I, I, I am sick and I am tired of going to the funerals of black men who have been murdered by white men! I... I am sick and tired of the people of this country who continue to allow these things to happen! What is an "inalienable right" if you are a Negro? What does it mean, "equal treatment under the law?" What! What does it mean, "liberty and justice for all???" Now I say to these people: "Look at the face of young man and you will see the face of a black man. But, if you look at the bloodshed, it is red. It is like yours! It is just like yours!!!!" -- Mississippi Burning

Beauty eyes, white skin Beautiful body looked Like Espanyola Guitar High heels, branded purses Sexy, like run out fabric fashion Hide face with million maquillage Look for only on very classy class For every fabrics, fashion Shoes to be stepped then All will be rubbish at last! Eyes stare on sale shopping Sale to consume stuffs Will stuffs make any better life? What you see Money it is Luxurious it is Stuck in mind only Oh, sweet heart Money's everything One more last thing If ya want me, remember Remember, Sweetheart No Money, No Love Money cash, I'll give you me That's the deal, deal? Rut Novyanti February 08/12

Pretty girl, your anger looked like FIRE Beauty, don't you TIRE? Nice girl, you shouldn't say any word like FUCK Good girl, you should know that is bad and SUCK You are too PRICELESS To say any words which are USELESS Rut Novyanti in Annoyed with stuffs :) haha

What you have on you is what you are proud of Long hair, glossy Short hair, shiny A man touches and smells Big eyes, sharp Small eyes, unique A man stares and winks Pointed nose, nice Small nose, precious A man chooses with love not nose Slender belly, fine Big belly, special A man thankful has a woman like you Black and brown, strongly amazing White and yellow, wonderful A man is impressed Oval and big lips, sensual Thin and small lips, lovable A man loves to kiss Small and gentle hands, pretty Big and strong hands, hard worker A man would love to hold Small hips, shape beautiful Big hips, marvelous grace A man still want you to be his What you are afraid of As you already have your true love True man, lovely one A man loves, knows, and understands A man is not a boy any longer His love isn't lust, you won't regret ...