her in mother by Rut Novyanti

You are a mom Take care your children also your husband You are an extraordinary woman you are a good listener A real good advisor You are wise Arrange all many things and The schedule You are tough Taking care all of the stuff You are busy One thing That I think And I am sure about something You are strong Since you rely on Him Glad to know that you are okay God use you I pray for you Still remember the memory about you ahh, many appointments were made and canceled We cannot see one to another But I am happy Have such a special friend Like you I want to say, "Thank you, Happy Birthday to you and God bless you!" :) Love and Pray To: Beloved Ci Imelda Tjitra :0)

Our life is sinful Dirty Useless Porn Lying Corruption Free sex Stealing  Bribery Lustful Cheating Killing Prostitute Bad attitude In this circumstance is that possible to not do sins? Impossible!!

who are YOU? You created us so perfectly What you want me to be? You are big, we know that You are powerful, Yes you are. Your majesty.. Your dignity.. Your glory.. I lay down in the corner in my room I realize, I am unreasonably to be blessed I am praying I am begging I am crying Do not let me down, God Do not ever leave me alone, God Help me to hold and depend on YOU No one can help me No one can be trusted Everyone can be enemy Just You are my hope, only You.. my reason why I am here is to praise and serve You

Aku takut, aku ngeri.. Tolong!!!! Aku gemetar!!!! Teriak tolong, sekujur tubuh merasakan pilu sakit.. Yang lain diam saja Memang aku ini tontonan bagi kalian?! Bantu aku keluar dari kesakitan ini!! Cepat!!! Tak ada seorang yang beranjak Tak ada yang mendengarkanku Sujud aku, menangis aku Kesakitanku tak akan berakhir selamanya kesakitan yang tidak ada akhirnya Tuhan, tolong hamba-Mu ini.. Ia pun hanya diam Memandangku dengan tatapan duka Melihatku tak lagi berharap Sesalku, dosaku Kutanggung seorang diri Tak seorangpun menolongku saat ajal menjemput  - Ruth Novyanti -

I am white I clean from everything I smell so good There is a writer He wants to write something on me He does make me dirty When he fails writing on me He does not think How hurt he destroy me After using me, He throws me out He thinks I can be used no more he gets me in the trash I am nothing now I am a rubbish Mr.Writer, how can you do that to me? You used me to write Then you tear me apart to the trash And I am waiting -- To be burnt on fire, Thank you, Sir. you are successfully destroying me to be ashes -Ruth Novyanti-

Kata-kataku.. Hanya untukmu.. Berdasar dari lubuk hatiku Entah kamu berbeda.. Entah kamu salah .. Entah kamu lupa.. Kalau .. Hatiku galau... Sangat risau.. Saat dekat.. Saat Ingat.. Kau datang aku terpikat.. Hati ini ... Kini.. Meyakini... Aku cintaimu .. Dari dahulu.. Tanpa sepengetahuanmu.. --Ruth Novyanti--

I will help you to die earlier, Easier with my kitchen knife... I will stab your chest, Just right on your heart; Than you have to kill US, your family with the ashes from your bastard cigarettes! Dying because of smoking is spending a long, long time to be a corpse, honey! Let me help you to do your purpose.. Would you mind, Darling? Do you want to quit smoking? Or.. I will make you to stop breathing! Quit or Die - Ruth Novyanti

I will help you to die earlier, Easier with my kitchen knife... I will stab your chest, Just right on your heart; Than you have to kill US, your family with the ashes from your bastard cigarettes! Dying because of smoking is spending a long, long time to be a corpse, honey! Let me help you to do your purpose.. Would you mind, Darling? Do you want to quit smoking? Or.. I will make you to stop breathing! Quit or Die - Ruth Novyanti

Seorang anak bersama ibunya Terisak tangisannya Sang ibu seakan tak dengar Ia memunguti sampah  plastik "Mak, aku lapar." Ibu menjawab pelan, "Ya Nak, sebentar lagi.." Tangisan keras yang terdengar lagi.. Tak ada air mata, itu pun sudah kering Adakah yang perduli.. Adakah yang mencaci maki? Mati dan hidupnya Seperti dipermainkan oleh keadaan Lihat yang lain Foya-foya... Anak gelandangan hanya menangis Meminta makan, meminta sesuap nasi

What  are you? Do you have a heart-- a feeling? Even you never hear me Never understand me Your ears are deaf You are cold Your thought is illogical You are just silent You never say a word A meaningful word to me Your words are unspeakable.. My heart feels in grief You never feel That feeling... You are just silent You will never hold my hand Although I leave you alone Sayonara, My Dear...

Ruth's: Me and Night : "Night.. You are dark No one can see in you, Dear.. You are lonely, You need friends.. To be with you.. Night, I am with you, Every night, ..."

When we make mistake You are angry; You warn us We are afraid of you You just want us to be good We know well you, Dad, Mom Your anger.. Do not make us hate you we are all, we understand well you. Mom, we know ... You are tired... Looking for us till' us being adults Dad, We know... You are tired... Working hard to pay all of needs We know, We should obey... As you said... "Afraid of God- listen to us, My Children because we know the best." We know, Mom.. Dad.. We do love God, We do love you We know, all you want us to do. We know also.. That Mom, Dad.. Love us Ruth Novyanti